People like my friends or ex-bf :l I dont mind as much bc Ive grown from the sick depressed person I was last year, I’ve changed, & I’m proud of everything I went through.
Still the point of my blog wasn’t to hesitate before I submit posts bc of who might read them, or worry about judgements. I wanted a personal escape to express my deepest thoughts, problems, & secrets. A place I could be the person Id never let anyone see in real life.
So it’s not fair to me when people I know go through my blog & never look at me the same way again. Why? Because I never gave them permission to read my mind, they did it behind my back, that stuff was never meant to come out.
If I wanted my friends to have my blog I wouldve given it to them. So its just disrespectful for them to go out of their way to find & keep up w it. Also I trusted a few people w this that I wasnt particularly close to, bc I didnt think they’d care about what was on it, but they ended up showing it to people & thats just cruel. Like whats just interesting drama or gossip for them is real life for me, its personal.
So if you know my blog & youre associated with me personally, please have the decency to keep the things you see to yourself & not spread them around. Please. Ive had to change my URL once and for all, this time i might even pay my friends to just stay away from my tumblr…..if you want to know the url please just send me a message. <3